Monday, 9 January 2012

Do you ever get the feeling that what someone has said to you has been complete and utter bullshit? Well I do, all the time. I know who I can trust and who I can't but I seem to fall into friendships, being led astray, hoping that I could resurrect some sort of bond.

I do it all the time too. You'd think that i'd have learnt my lesson by now. So from now on, I vow not to make the effort and let them do it, however much I want to. Because after a while putting in so much effort drains you. And being led to think that your friendship is great when its really one sided is just sad.

I know, im ranting. I'll read this back and think 'What the fuck is she moaning about?' and why dont I make sense? I make sense in my mind. I am weird in that way. I could go on for hours and noone would have a bloody clue what i'm on about. Ah well, fuck it.